Spoiled...Selfish..Self-Centered...call it what u want, that's just ME!!!
I'm dealing with an issue where I think I need to check myself, but right now, I just don't want too. What's wrong with me wanting what I want, when I want it, how I want it and under any circumstances that I want? Yep...I have this rotten spoiled little girl that lives inside of me who acts out when things don't go my way...basically I'm having a damn tantrum right now.
I just read my horoscope for the day and it clearly states, "You can't expect to have everything you want-especially not all at the same time. Like it or not, you'll have to pick and choose." That is a prophetic word straight from the stars & planets-whateva.
I'm so used to having things my way...I know that its very wrong for me to think the world revolves around me and that my problems & situations should be dealt with immediately and in the best interest of ME but so what...that's how I'm feeling right now....WHY CAN"T THINGS GO MY WAY?
A friend of mine has told me that I need to "pause" and think about whether its best for me to have my way right now, will it benefit me and others around me if I get my way and will the outcome of me getting my way be in the best interest of ME in the future. I'm so not in the future right now...I'm in my feelings and I'm in the right now...so.....I'm throwing a mental tantrum right now and I need to be checked(lol).
I'm sure after I throw this tantrum and turn back into an adult within the next few hours...I'll see the reality of the current situation that has me acting out. But that's what I do....I'm spoiled...I'm rotten....and guess what....I'll get over it. I always do.
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we all have those moments...and we can have them at times, but like your friend said, its always best to pause and make sure what you want is what's for the best...sometimes it is, and other times it isn't...but in the end, its always for the best...
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