THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY-TGIF!!!!!

I can truly say that I'm so happy to see Friday finally arrive. This week has been a full one for me. The beginning of the week I had training therefore, I didn't get home until after 6pm. Then I return to work this week to find out that my unit is not moving(I was so looking forward to moving to a new office) and I've been working non-stop since I returned to work on Thursday. I've also been struggling with headaches since last week. My doctor seems to think I'm having migraines but I don't know what's really going on.

I'm looking forward to my long weekend. Tomorrow I plan to clean my house, wash clothes and do some shopping for some drapes. I also start my cake decorating class on Monday so I'm so looking forward to it. Other than that, I'm just glad today is Friday....I'm blessed, I'm happy, I'm tired....

What u Won't Do....4 Love...WOW!!!

How is it that not even 24 hours ago, main man and I are at one another's throat, fussing, not agreeing on anything, pointing the finger and contemplating whether we want to continue this relationship....and now we're just talking, agreeing & loving one another(lol). Its funny how he can just piss me off to know end and I can picture my life without him, being single again, running foot loose & free and then I think of all the work I put into this union and all the wonderful things he does for me and how he's done a 320(not quite 360)in the time that we've met and all I can do is just push harder to make peace between us.

There was a time in my life when I would just let go, just so I wouldn't have to deal with the bulls*it that comes with relationships...but I know that nothing and nobody is perfect(not even little ole' me) and with maturity, I've learned that if I continue to give up...I will never learn the lesson in the battle, and if I continue to say f*ck it I might never find the love that I desire, and if I continue to act like nothing bothers me(as it pertains to relationships) how will my mate ever know that I really do care for him and that the relationship means something to me...so as I sit here and think about what main man & I were arguing over yesterday and I ask myself..."Was it really that serious?" I'm glad that I'm a soldier in this game called love...I'm willing to fight for it, and I'm even willing to say "I'm wrong" or "I apologize" even when I don't want too.

So, I say this with a smile on my face & love in my heart for main man...he puts up with me...whew....I'm not the easiest person to deal with, especially when it comes to relationships but I guess if its love...and u know its love...there's nothing you wouldn't or shouldn't do for it!!!!

Today started off wrong...I mean, I didn't feel like getting up to go to work, but when the alarm went off at 4am...I just kept it moving. After pulling off, I realized I didn't have my badge, so I turn around and go back home...and I couldn't find it. Once I got back in my car, I saw it tucked down deep in my side pocket of my purse. I got to the stop late, went to sleep on the bus and once I got off to walk in my building....my badge was gone...I had lost it. I had to use my creds to get a temporary badge that didn't work once I got to my office(it gets better) so I had to get my supervisor to come and let me in and I had to borrow his mailbox key to lock up my phones....rough morning. Overall, I contacted the bus company and they found my badge on the bus...whew....

Anyway, the weekend was cool. Had my cookout on Saturday and it turned out to be alot of fun once again. It wasn't packed as last year(thank god) so the crowd was a chill bunch. We sat around, ate, drank & had some interesting conversation. The weather wasn't too hot so everyone was comfortably chilling.

On Sunday, I slept in until noon...cleaned up and took another nap. Main man & I went to get something to eat(I refused to cook) at Panera and came home & watched a movie until I fell asleep. So...the weekend was cool....but now I'm tired as hell...hopefully my day will get better...

LABOR DAY WEEKEND @ DEEP CREEK LAKE

Over the weekend, a group of friends(some of us meeting for the first time) went to Deep Creek Lake for the weekend. We had a wonderful time. Our 9 bedroom, 7.5 bathroom home was large enough for all of us. The house sat 25 ft from the lake, had an indoor pool, 2 hot tubs and a game room. We stayed 3 nights and none of us wanted to leave.

Some of the ladies on the main deck of the house.

Some of fellas chilling on the deck.

We all had a great time...shooting pool, cooking out, playing games & jet skiing.

The weekend was cool...a nice getaway was what we all needed....I'm sure we'll be doing it again real soon.