Nina's Christening

This weekend was very nice. My babygirl's christening was on Saturday and it turned out so nice. It was a beautiful ceremony and it turned out better than I ever imagined. The devil tried to ruin my day from the beginning but a few hours later, he was defeated as always. My babygirl being christened was very emotiional for me. From all that she went through in the beginning to now being 100% healthy...I can't do anything but praise God for his marvelous work. So many friends & family came out to witness and like always, I was so grateful. Bishop Coates did an awesome job. He spoke on children and what God's word has to say about children & raising them. He also mentioned Nina representing healing beause of all she went through. It was just awesome. My life has definately been changed, I can just feel it.
Its always alot of work when you have people coming to the house & all, but my girls stepped in and made everything happen. Everyone was happy & full so that always makes me smile. I thank GOD once again for his many blessings. He just continues to bless me over & over & I'm so grateful.

Here I go again...all over the place with my feelings & emotions. I have alot on my mind...alot of decisions to make just not sure how to go about doing them or in what order. Today is Friday and I'm looking forward to the weekend. Nothing concrete on my agenda but just a few things I need to do. I have no clients tomorrow so that menas that Nina & I will get to sleep in-YEAH!!! I love it when her and I can sleep in late and play in the morning.

I'm in the process of trying to find somewhere to take a mini vacation. I'm considering somewhere on a beach not too far. I'm working on getting my finances in complete order and I'm almost there so I son't want to spend too much money. But I do need some time to unwind and kick back. I plan to take Nina with me so we won't be gone to long.

I'm in a real unusual mood once again. I'm living in my head right now...I amaze myself sometimes. I'm praying for a breakthrough on a lot of matters and I know God is going to work it out, its just going to take time. In the meantime, I'm just enjoying life and staying on my toes; watching what's going on over top of me, around me and even below.

I hate when people think they're getting over on me. It really bothers me when people think they have me fooled...silly. I'm such a bright individual and I can detect when something is going on and I'm such a detective...if I'm looking for something, I normally find it with no problem. And strangely, sometimes it just falls in my lap....lol...I keep my eyes & ears open at all times just so I won't be caught slippin.

So today is Friday, I'm remaining focused cause its just in my DNA. I have so many things I'm ready to make happen but I have to be patient(something that's very hard for me).

Rambling.......

Been in 2 meetings already and I've only been at work for a few hours
I want a new job
I like my job but its starting to become a headache
I want to be closer to home
I miss Nina
I love it when I wake up and I get to spend time with Nina before coming to work
Her smiles make my heart jump
My grandmother is the best
I'm so glad she's able to care for Nina while I'm at work
I worry too much
I wish I could hit the lottery and be a stay at home mom
and write books, bake cakes & do whatever the hell I want all day
I hope my mother is having a great time in Atlantic City
I hope she finds a great job once she starts working again
I love my girlfriends
I wish we could spend at least one whole day, once a week together doing whatever
I love being a mommy
One day I want to be a wife(that's how I feel today)
I miss that overwhelming feeling of being in love
Sometimes being in a relationship is too much work
I'm so focused on being Nina's mommy and ensuring she has the best life
I'm working on not letting nonsense consume me
I'm an amazing catch(at least that's what I'm told)
90% of the time I feel so sexy
I love looking at myself
I love my skin tone
I'm glad Nina is a chocolate baby
My sister will find out what she's having next week
I can't wait...I hope its a boy
I'm tickled about us being mommy's
I need to clean my house
I can't find the time to do anything
but I'm ok with it
People who complain all the time blow me
I need my truck washed
Need I mention how much I LOVE my new X5
I hate putting gas in it but I love the ride
I wish I could get Facebook at work
maybe that wouldn't be a good idea cause I wouldn't get any work done
I love having dialogue with men...they give the best advice
Some of my best friends are men...they keep it real with me
Why do they think no one is good enough for me?
But when they talk about themselves, they wouldn't be any good for me either(lol).
I have too many shoes
I wish I could give them all away and start over
I want to repaint some of the rooms in my house
but I would have to hire someone because I hate painting
I'm hungry
I have some leftover Shrimp Fried Rice and I don't really want it
its to nasty outside to go out plus I can't think of anything I really want to eat
Can't wait to go home and see my babygirl
I love her so-ooooo much
I need a vacation
I think I'm going to take a mini one in September even if my funds are tight
who cares, u only live once
I want to wear this new bathing suit I bought last year
I feel like dancing
93.9 is pumpin Biggie
I can picture myself on top of a table grooving
I can't get the picture of the sun setting in Cancun out of my head
I guess that's where I need to be trying to go soon
Nina will be 1 in 3 months
Time is flying now
I enjoy watching her grow
I want to do something
I'm contemplating if its a good idea...lol
I think its a great idea....I think(hahaha)
I'm done...