BRICKS....Keep Em' Coming

WOW....today has been one of those days...so much going on and every time I think I've heard enough, something else happens. Each time I'm confronted with something, its like another brick being laid...I feel like someone is building a house on top of me...I'm heavy.
After returning from a wonderful 6 days in Florida(that blog is coming soon), I find out that my grandmother & mother both had been hospitalized. Both of them were confined to the bed for different reasons but the bottom line, the both of them weren't feeling well. So I automatically go into over-drive to make sure the both of them are comfortable & getting back to their normal selves. Then I turn around and get some bad news about my father being VERY ill(that's another blog)...now I'm wondering, what am I to do? Am I to step up and try to be there for him after almost 35 years of my life, him not really being there for me(heavy stuff...)? Then, I find that family members are ungrateful, selfish, ghetto, ignorant...some people no matter what, just don't see a reason to change for the better. Then...everyone seems to think I have Bank of America taped to my forehead...WOW...I do have my own bills, and personal things that I need MY money for. I don't work 40 hours a week for everyone else's issues(whoa...). And...my house isn't clean...I've been home for almost a 5 days now and I can't seem to get motivated to clean my house...wash clothes & unpack my suitcase. My car has to go in the shop on Friday and that's about $800-$900 dollars to get a major service done...like I said, I'm heavy.
I'm getting off from work to go to the dentist to get my crown ($750) put on, I have some errands to run when I really just want to go home...oh, by the way, its 102 degrees outside today.....bricks...major bricks being laid on me today...but I'm going to be ok....and this too shall pass.