What u Won't Do....4 Love...WOW!!!
How is it that not even 24 hours ago, main man and I are at one another's throat, fussing, not agreeing on anything, pointing the finger and contemplating whether we want to continue this relationship....and now we're just talking, agreeing & loving one another(lol). Its funny how he can just piss me off to know end and I can picture my life without him, being single again, running foot loose & free and then I think of all the work I put into this union and all the wonderful things he does for me and how he's done a 320(not quite 360)in the time that we've met and all I can do is just push harder to make peace between us.
There was a time in my life when I would just let go, just so I wouldn't have to deal with the bulls*it that comes with relationships...but I know that nothing and nobody is perfect(not even little ole' me) and with maturity, I've learned that if I continue to give up...I will never learn the lesson in the battle, and if I continue to say f*ck it I might never find the love that I desire, and if I continue to act like nothing bothers me(as it pertains to relationships) how will my mate ever know that I really do care for him and that the relationship means something to me...so as I sit here and think about what main man & I were arguing over yesterday and I ask myself..."Was it really that serious?" I'm glad that I'm a soldier in this game called love...I'm willing to fight for it, and I'm even willing to say "I'm wrong" or "I apologize" even when I don't want too.
So, I say this with a smile on my face & love in my heart for main man...he puts up with me...whew....I'm not the easiest person to deal with, especially when it comes to relationships but I guess if its love...and u know its love...there's nothing you wouldn't or shouldn't do for it!!!!
How is it that not even 24 hours ago, main man and I are at one another's throat, fussing, not agreeing on anything, pointing the finger and contemplating whether we want to continue this relationship....and now we're just talking, agreeing & loving one another(lol). Its funny how he can just piss me off to know end and I can picture my life without him, being single again, running foot loose & free and then I think of all the work I put into this union and all the wonderful things he does for me and how he's done a 320(not quite 360)in the time that we've met and all I can do is just push harder to make peace between us.
There was a time in my life when I would just let go, just so I wouldn't have to deal with the bulls*it that comes with relationships...but I know that nothing and nobody is perfect(not even little ole' me) and with maturity, I've learned that if I continue to give up...I will never learn the lesson in the battle, and if I continue to say f*ck it I might never find the love that I desire, and if I continue to act like nothing bothers me(as it pertains to relationships) how will my mate ever know that I really do care for him and that the relationship means something to me...so as I sit here and think about what main man & I were arguing over yesterday and I ask myself..."Was it really that serious?" I'm glad that I'm a soldier in this game called love...I'm willing to fight for it, and I'm even willing to say "I'm wrong" or "I apologize" even when I don't want too.
So, I say this with a smile on my face & love in my heart for main man...he puts up with me...whew....I'm not the easiest person to deal with, especially when it comes to relationships but I guess if its love...and u know its love...there's nothing you wouldn't or shouldn't do for it!!!!
3 comments:
AMEN SISTER AMEN!! WHAT YOU WON'T DO, DO FOR LOVE, YOU TRIED EVERYTHING BUT YOU WON'T GIVE UP....!!!!!!
That's how it goes Myc, we could cut their d@mm thoats sometimes and try to mend it back together with love! That's the way love goes. It's not always party perfect BUT... it's always love!!
Myc, we have been through some things:) and I can say that I know for sure we have both changed and matured from our days in the '90s when we were killin' 'em!
Great post! Whoo hoo! You go girl!
Keep it up!
I wish you all would just hurry up and get married. LOL
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