In Need Of a Getaway

That's what I need right now. I truly think some time alone-but away is what I need right now. Got alot going on in the brain, not enough time to process so I think a short getaway, included with a few spa treatments would do my body some good. The economy is so bad right now so I'm extra paranoid about spending money but I know this would be all worth it. Being home isn't going to do it...my phone ringing, people needing me for one thing or another, finding things to do around the house...I need to be in an unfamiliar place just to unwind...these past few weeks have been hectic.

Today I'm just extra emotional...thinking real hard, crying...for some reasons I can understand, but others...I don't have a clue. I guess this is my moment...I'll get through it. I have so many reasons to be happy right now but there's always something lingering that brings me back to this emotional state. Been praying ALOT lately...really need to...something I do often but finding myself doing g it alot. I know GOd answers prayers, he hears me when I ask him for things but he only gives me what I need & can handle so I'm trusting him as I always do to help me through whatever is weighing on me.

I'm just rambling...but foreal, I need a vacation, getaway, something...