Rambling.......

Been in 2 meetings already and I've only been at work for a few hours
I want a new job
I like my job but its starting to become a headache
I want to be closer to home
I miss Nina
I love it when I wake up and I get to spend time with Nina before coming to work
Her smiles make my heart jump
My grandmother is the best
I'm so glad she's able to care for Nina while I'm at work
I worry too much
I wish I could hit the lottery and be a stay at home mom
and write books, bake cakes & do whatever the hell I want all day
I hope my mother is having a great time in Atlantic City
I hope she finds a great job once she starts working again
I love my girlfriends
I wish we could spend at least one whole day, once a week together doing whatever
I love being a mommy
One day I want to be a wife(that's how I feel today)
I miss that overwhelming feeling of being in love
Sometimes being in a relationship is too much work
I'm so focused on being Nina's mommy and ensuring she has the best life
I'm working on not letting nonsense consume me
I'm an amazing catch(at least that's what I'm told)
90% of the time I feel so sexy
I love looking at myself
I love my skin tone
I'm glad Nina is a chocolate baby
My sister will find out what she's having next week
I can't wait...I hope its a boy
I'm tickled about us being mommy's
I need to clean my house
I can't find the time to do anything
but I'm ok with it
People who complain all the time blow me
I need my truck washed
Need I mention how much I LOVE my new X5
I hate putting gas in it but I love the ride
I wish I could get Facebook at work
maybe that wouldn't be a good idea cause I wouldn't get any work done
I love having dialogue with men...they give the best advice
Some of my best friends are men...they keep it real with me
Why do they think no one is good enough for me?
But when they talk about themselves, they wouldn't be any good for me either(lol).
I have too many shoes
I wish I could give them all away and start over
I want to repaint some of the rooms in my house
but I would have to hire someone because I hate painting
I'm hungry
I have some leftover Shrimp Fried Rice and I don't really want it
its to nasty outside to go out plus I can't think of anything I really want to eat
Can't wait to go home and see my babygirl
I love her so-ooooo much
I need a vacation
I think I'm going to take a mini one in September even if my funds are tight
who cares, u only live once
I want to wear this new bathing suit I bought last year
I feel like dancing
93.9 is pumpin Biggie
I can picture myself on top of a table grooving
I can't get the picture of the sun setting in Cancun out of my head
I guess that's where I need to be trying to go soon
Nina will be 1 in 3 months
Time is flying now
I enjoy watching her grow
I want to do something
I'm contemplating if its a good idea...lol
I think its a great idea....I think(hahaha)
I'm done...