All Over the Place....????

Ok, so I'm talking to this guy and he begins to share a little about himself(age, occupation, background on past relationships, etc...) and once he's done, he ask me to do the same. I begin with my age, occupation, me being a mommy...and then the infamous question comes..."Why is such a beautiful lady who appears to have it all together on the market?" I thought I was ready to answer but found out that once I tried to explain, I became tongue tied-wow.

I begin to give him a a little background about my past relationship and how now I think I want to meet new people, yet, I'm not sure if I'm ready to date; or I'm not sure if I have time to start something with someone else; or, I'm not sure if I'm interested in sharing my world with someone new now that I have a daughter; and the fact that her Dad is still around, I don't know if the situation would be comfortable...I was all over the place. It was complete silence on the other end. I felt like I had just messed up on a real good job interview(lol). He begin to chuckle and he told me how he is ready for a relationship(not neccesarily with me beacuse we just met) and he realized that dating multiple women is not what he wants to do and he's on a quest to find his queen. He then asked me, "do you still love your ex" and "what are the chances of a man getting involved with me and my ex decides that he wants his family back, what would I do" and I was like...wow. I was tongue tied once again and I felt terrible. Those questions, I thought would be easy to answer, but once I was asked, I realized that I had a difficult time answering.

I told the young man that we would have to finish this conversation another time when I had my thoughts in tact. This is the first time I think someone has left me questioning myself(about this situation). I think I know what I want and what's going on, when I think I don't or either, with everything happening so fast, I haven't had a time to absorb it all.

I need to regroup.