Come What May....


When its good, its damn good, but when its bad...oh lawd, its the worst. Once again, I'm battling with myself, my feelings and trying to figure out what I want to do/what's best for me. I'm a work in progress, taking one day at a time is all I can do. So, I'm ready to move on...not neccessarily with someone else but I want to get as far away from this situation as possible. I know its going to take time so I have to go through the motions before I could see the light at the end of the tunnel. I kinda see it, just a little, but I know I'm approaching it.

So we talked last night and all went well until he wouldn't 'man up' to his wrongdoings. That sucks. Just admit that what you did was wrong and be done with it. I don't need to hear your disclaimer as if you really warned me that in the long run, I would be hurt. Who does that? So I think we got somewhere...I think I'm clear on his motives and where he stands, but I don't think he says the same thing. He just doesn't get me. Went to bed with a load lifted and I began to pray that God would remedy this confusion.